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Despondent LP

by Novatore

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1.
Despondent 02:36
I'm tired of the talk - im sick - its so irrelevant unintelligent speaking just for the hell of it if lifes a bitch then man you know that I aint celibate I fell a couple times been broke as hell an so I'd sell a bit endured the elements its evident I'm negative and relatively pissed flick the switch and watch me sick a vic I'm sick of this life- like knives up in a fist fight; the odds are stacks against you as the hour ticks to midnight so pull the blanket back attack the sheets ima rest forever never wake me take me in my sleep just take a piece of me until i final beat.. until my final breath escapes me feel the breeze across the teeth and fuck a check I wanna supersede my death in rhyme y'all just wanna spread your stupid seed and make a fuckin dime aint got a lot of time so find me on the grind cocked -if i don't find a way to shine they'll find me in a pine box hook 2x's thats hope shot down I got my moments of hope - but not now tie a rope or fill the tub and get the razorblades haters saying that you were not down Verse 2 fucking life will put a knife up in your back- attack you wonder if i got the strength fight back - thats where I'm at so where u at god? a fraud - i knew it to be true been scooby doo investigating losing faith like who is u? I'm the subaru just cruising but the screws have loosened maybe crash at last I'm driving faster til the mood improves clouds are hovering above me see them smothering the sun from under -me no wonder I'm asunder struggling from hellish nights and elevated states of suffering my windows drying up as slow as firesticks are buffering i keep discovering some ugly truths exploring all that Ive ignored before it got me wondering; are we insane cuz we continue dirty habits? acting savage and the sources of our pain remain revisited inhibited - quick distractions shelf life is limited into the dirt because my birth was unsolicited
2.
Menace 02:38
Im feeling the future shifting, I'm seeing the premonition Ready to pop if not ill punch a clock but yo the clock is ticking several seconds to slay the sinister minuscule menaces try defending their sacred place but they pocket picking Im like a rocket hitting space, leaving the atmosphere your fucked, I'm that supernova tore through your stratosphere if the gat is what matters then yo I'm strapped like a baby maybe the baddest attacking rabbits with rabies grace the stage and I'm a symbol like a sabian for sex tyrannisauras rex style subterannean and fuck a stadium ill play in vacant basements naked waiting out the cop shop to pop one in the cranium and in this hip hop shit I be like hitchcock - sick repping the triple six with sickles - while the big clock ticks never ever bend to any men thats evident I'm heaven sent to render sentences forever relevant give me liberty or give me death ima threat show resepct or ill put the blade up to your neck I'm the best, I'm the one to take away your breath bullets to you chest kill ya slow like a cigarette see me kill all these mother fucekrs with digits who's numbers saying they sick but id fry em all like a fucin skillet kill it chop em up bleed em and then i mop it up cranium lock it up in ziploc so i can seal it i know you feel it - so bang to the beat bang to this heat - no need to be discreet - geek just keep the speakers peaked heat seeker I'm a get it til y'all creatures leak ill slay this ceremony homie reach you in the bleacher seats I'm 6-1 with a six gun and devilish.. like big pun I'm a quick one my nemesis can't compete with me - they think they see the peak in me but thats because they can't believe I'm the person that I've reached to be I'm who i need to be deceive me you'll me seeing 3 - of me up in your face ill knock your teeth out so illegally I'm ready to slay in your city fuckin come hit me up get me - unless your play like vanilly really y'all killing me
3.
hotel room 36, he's deep out in the dirty sticks a curvy chick she grace his phone and lace em with the dirty pics he needs bout 30 pics before he pick the thickest suiter no computer coke user, shows up in a black uber use her for company and lust but yo she use em too for dollars holler at em with the prices brought the vices through hits the powder - from the bag - nothing to brag about and hour later hits the shower quick before he passes out mask is out he thinks about it with his graphic photo graphic memory he took a nap and now its back to solo cased the place adjacent to the macys - laced in black polo motorolla burner drinking verners with some black soc0 its time to strike he called the crew and say the night is right the fighting type, its fight or flight, hold pistols not a knife in sight the merchandise is tight, flight jackets black and olive sell it to the skinheads and rappers for like the half the price I'm living life every day up in a motel stolen goods well hit your hoods and sell it wholesale caper to caper check to check we chase the paper and the blow it got me slipping, say it don't but we can both tell the job is done without a gun about a rack a piece a decent price tonight its no disaster nor a masterpiece ill smash a feast - and ill then a grab at least half for each coca hold the cola fill the nostrils with the holy yola holy roller friends intend to leave me all alone again motel lonely homies only know me til the party ends and then they part again - sniff a couple lines til ten sleep the day away then stay awake - you couldn't comprehend the way i live i'll do a bid and then its back to plotting never stopping robbing, dropping profits got my pockets popping children never call at all - I think there mama talking know it aint my fault they say assault - but that was not the problem i need a xan cuz all this thinking got me feeling like.. i aint gonna sleep for like a week and I aint feeling right its just a day in the life- I got an appetite for white and money feed the ego with the thieving the illegal life
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3336 02:43
rats is in the kitchen watch em running cross the floor found a quarter in the couch well hit the corner store i see the addicts missing teeth on more than one occasion found syringes lying in the street everybody doing hella blow, hella snow selling seratonin thru the telephone DMT hits and extasy - morgan at the corner where the police they arrested me til the death of me remembering the stress you see the poverty and drugs it was a catastrophic recipe boxing neighbors on the back porch policia came and I was dipping out the back door down the alley back to hooligan getting drunk as fuck find us acting like a fool again this where everybody went crazy lost their minds a couple times and people acting shady cvs ghouls, we cooling with a couple jacks osco challenge hit the whiskey see em falling back cigarette ashes never in the trash a yo, we bashed the fash then drank a fifth with the stolen cash there were barbecues and yard parties take me to the liquor store the one that never cards hardly if it was our party you could catch a fist yea, even if it wasn't cousin you could catch a fist i popped a couple bars and fell asleep for weeks and you don't gotha brush your teeth if you don't hardly ever eat hard to face defeat when you don't got a bed to sleep I'm the living room consuming pills the DVD repeats 2017 the end of a dramatic era shed my skin and then I found me older than before bitter sweet goodbyes, we spray painted every wall left by fall and left a mess lying on the floor
5.
I'm in a struggle with myself for my sobriety and my social anxiety outcasts me from society im on the brink of hell and hoping I dont sink its seeming that i need a drink to bring out who's inside of me and thats a shitty thing i tried to quit but couldn't shouldn't dwell on what i couldn't help but tell me that you wouldn't if you was shaking just from holding conversation try to shake it but its blatant that your confidence been taken is it my mental health or is it caused from drinking? feeling i can read the room and know what everybody else is thinking maybe they read it too in every little action cuz I'm blatantly distracted by the nuances of interaction unpredictable shifts, amidst the disconnection; missed connections made, they reflect - the public misconception that we are feeble and weak and lead a life of peace a knife in each- hand i'd slice decisively if i could be just me cho: take me back to when I used to skate take me back into the days when i would fight sleep to stay awake ill sleep the day away - I'm hoping people stay away if I don't a got a bottle mother fucker you can stay away
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Snow Removal 02:44
Verse 1 darkened thoughts behind my face awaken satan.. racing thru the vacant space replaced it with a rage of hatred ready to take on the biggest, fuck it the sickest, the quickest. I'm feeling vicious ambitious, i'll leave a bloody mess no rags to riches more like riches to rags i drained my bank it slowly sank into a couple of bags random acts of violence, mouth confined to silence.. teeth grinding feel the tightness its the white that binds them my nasal passage is ravaged from this depravity savagely pushing packs of that powder into my cavity open nose my soul is hollow as an open hole no control, broken, hoping I can slowly find some hope or even find some dope, to smoke, so maybe i can cope mellow out the mind i hope these vines will bring me back to mind vile melancholy probably see my life defined by white lines - in time I know ill die from this here vice of mine verse 2 late night up at the bar with the white drip tight lips - locked jaw, tighter than some vice grips my brain is pacing got my face sweating heavy i had to flee the scene fast - so fast i I crashed the chevy heavy drama for nothin i know I'm bugging but fuck it he made enemy plenty just bumping in to me a lot of hennesy and plenty of white i smash the bastard with a glass and then the man to his right i was ejected expected to be arrested expected to be investigated - I overestimated thank god I made it to my whip I'm doing 90 now im heading to the crib and a pig is sticking behind me I'm blindly driving while reaching for the bacardi the party is hardly over - aint over until I'm sober its over quick - lost the grip - hit - a range rover many dead I'm headed to end up in a prison
8.
stupid mother fucker mother fuck your mother i am definitely infinitely better than bout any other 7 seven brothers 2 sisters born to many mothers many fathers - if you bother with us- you can get the business anarchistic atheistic, grab the pistol grip and keep it mystic keep it cryptic - pistol the whip the masochistic pacifistic pass a fist into your massive kisser blast you fast emasculate your bastards give your ass a blister a D- lister thats my status I'm a radical an addict in your attic so dramatic peace to attica whats a matter cuz you mad cuz you aint bad enough to slap a pastor faster than an abacus can add it up ---- I'm killing a billion - ill fill my pockets to the ceiling I'm a villain with a grin a sinner fittin to fulfill a million dreams- i got a lot a pot but i don't smoke it hope it disappears for years and reappears as golden tokens I've broken open, holy moly I'm emboldened never folding cuz my soul is so much bolder since I've woken devilish disheveled shit i put the pedal to the metal revel in this metallish hip hop and get up on my level malevolent ima defend it til the end ill end a sentence in the pen then end a sentence with a pen ..i been a benefactor you is just an actor madly splattering your bladder cuz never you been a factor abstract assassin circletha masses with no protractor mad disaster action packed attacking with a dagger strangle dangerous strangers kill a baby with a coat hanger slanging crack in hackie sacks then slap em with the banger
9.
Put this fist up in your face man i dont need a pistol, pist enough to rearrange your face you know my hate official.. fickle fuckers got me furious filet a bitch, like he a fish, he wishing that he wast facing novas missiles ... makin nosies with my hands like with a glass of crystal, fuck your rubber bands ill leave you broke, invoke the ghost of hitler, so i can kill em twice emboldened put my soul on ice, until hell freezes over re-awoken like a poltergeist, avoided reprecussions, reaper with some deep precussions bangin when i do my thang, im hanging with my little cousin, chillin after life a villain in my afterlife, im givin chills and thrills and sellin krills for hardly half the price, ..... packin platinum dice im gamblin with apparitions, yellow nights awake the beast and preists get slayed with stake incisions.. leave the vaguest visions haunt you with the raunchy shit, the sickle and the shovel hit you quick depict a rawkus mission… hook as a little kid I use to play pick up stix now im obsessed with death..and 666
10.
Prosaic 02:43
I punch the clock and rock a collar just to cop a dollar hustling legitimate don't wanna end up in the clink having to drink a couple just to settle from the hustle roomie snoozing in his tomb - with dishes in the fucking sink hands and face are filthy stanking just to pay the bills he kills himself unhealthy for the wealthy - sell my labor cheap they got them saber teeth- they praying that the prey is weak the futures looking grim we grimacing its so unsavory we'll swipe the time cards but not the one clenched in the fist, nah we'll scan the microchips they planted up inside our wrists little shits got us working while we make them rich I with someone would drop a bomb and blow this fuckin place to bits, mind is dull from filling pockets of the swine I'm on the line collecting profit fill my pockets with a couple dimes the more you work the more you hate your life that's what it seems, factory of broken dreams, manufacture dollar signs punch the clock it's 9-5 thats how we get by wage labor just another form of slavery we shedding tears at the passing of the former years we spin the gears ,while it kills us psychologically Verse 2 40 hours just to eat and sleep within my home my body's tired out i pay the cable bill and cell phone I drink a 6 pack then roll a couple zig zags I sit back and fall asleep - not knowing where my kids at i wake an hour later sour like a now and later hour left before i sleep I'm steaming like a cloud a vapor fuck a job I rather rob bank thats what I'm thinking drinking got me crazy rowdy blaze another round of paper shitty check direct deposit profit pitiful was previously dedicated jaded now I'm cynical word to criminals for carving out their many margins shopping for the top of crop - then cop the largest bargain i break my back for just half a rack a week surviving barely living grinning thru my teeth while other people thriving conniving bosses wash their hands off like faucet cuz their bloody play the buddy card then disregard the topic punch the clock it's 9-5 thats how we get by wage labor just another form of slavery we shedding tears at the passing of the former years we spin the gears ,while it kills us psychologically (outro) (you never live) eat, sleep, eat sleep east sleep eat sleep
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12.
lying in a cell for selling crack to fellow felons fell into a trap back at the trap and now in hell he dwelling tried to tel them fellas that he's better off at home but now he's calling from a phone to hear his wife who' s stays forever yelling feels like he'll never stay away from jakes, incarceration, snitches, snakes, and sniffing cake to wake him when he's aching breaking down a bag it aint the last road that hes taken only trade he ever learned - never concerned what fake ass people saying this once appealing life - feels like - its got a lot of strife lonely nights and paranoia - boiled spoons and foil pipe foiled plots could have em rotten here forever but to sever ties with guys inside his hood he know that he could never rapid money hard to pass up splittin cash up holding heavy gas and gats is also stashed up in the mattress flats and glass in masses flashing pistols if u act up back up - living lavish reakin havoc -champaign in their glasses (Chis Ruben) cycle of misery….there aint no mystery - for me I wasn't built to work and never learned of history but I can flip a pound break it down and sell it ..now I'm in a cell, hear me yelling when I tell it

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The 3rd studio album from Novatore

CDs AVAILABLE NOW VIA DARK STREET RECORDS (UK)

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released August 13, 2018

Recorded by Jeff Arenson at Soundscape Studios June 2018
Mxed and Mastered by Jeff arenson and Mike Kolar at soundscape
Cuts by DJ Reska
Co-Released by Dark Street Records (UK)
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C-Lance (US) (1, 10)
Borodabeats (Belarus) (3,7)
Seb the Undead (2,5)
Nizuk (France) (8)
Chris Ruben (US) (4, 6,9,11)
Nuttkase (Russia) (12)
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Cover Art by Andrie Bouzikov

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